Well, there are two pieces of big news...good and bad. I'll get the the good stuff first: Riley is going to be a big sister! I am almost six months pregnant with a BOY! This definitely came as a surprise, but I know that God has an amazing destiny in mind for both of my children.
Now for the not-so-wonderful news, my husband and I are no longer together. I will spare the gory details and just say that God truly is my rescuer. For a short time I was having some difficulty seeing the situation through God's eyes, but he has shown me how much I need to depend on him for every little thing. I love how he teaches the toughest lessons in the most amazing ways and the only possible way for me to explain is that it was totally God! God's voice, his timing, his ways that are so much better than mine.
People around me have told me what a strong person I am, and how well I seem to be handling all of these changes. Let me tell you, it is not by my strength. I am such a fearful person and if it wasn't for God intervening in such a big way, my situation would look much different than it does today. It is a daily struggle and each day I have to lay it all down at his feet. I'm seeing very clearly that if I walk this out in God's ways that it will be so much better for me and my kids. They deserve the best, and I need to be able to give them my best.
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